I am standing on this empty street

I am standing on this empty street,

No matter if it is cold or burning heat...

...

I see him going far away from me,

but, I guess this was meant to be...

I kept waiting for him all day all night,

But, he was too busy to even try or fight..

He said I may not see him again,

and he could never give more pain..

I may not be happy as he may seem,

but everynight I shall see him in dream...

He said you should take good care,

I asked him what more is spare...

I wish he stays happy and get all joy,

No matter if I was just another toy..

I tried wishing him good luck for life,

coz he's going to be someone Else's husband...

He promised that he will always stay,

but that promise was just a plastic play...

I don't know how long will I survive,

but, I know my heart isn't alive...

I know this may sound a little absurd,

but I ended my life for a 6 letter word..

he called me to say sorry but I was high,

and I never said anything but just a sigh...

I went out and looked for friends,

but, I was looking at some shallow ends..

I never thought I could be this alone,

and I will not have anyone to call my own...

I looked up at god if he can justify,

but, my bad luck I never got reply...

So I came back home and kept thinking,

while every hope of life kept sinking...

I kept thinking more what should I do,

but, always thought of love that wasn't true...

How can everything I had end so soon,

and I was alone again just like moon...

Now he seems more like a star,

whom I can see but is very far...

I think, for him I was an ordinary girl,

because, Even if I am dead he won't cry...

I called him desperately because I fall down,

but, he was too busy to answer phone..

No.. he can't be someone I ever knew,

and the one who always said "I love you"...

Who is to question and who is to blame,???

because now I can't even say your name..

I never wanted anything to end this way,

but, he left me nothing more to say...

I don't want any answers or ask Why..

All I wanna say is, this is My Final Goodbye..!!