I wanna leave now

I wanna leave now

I wanna leave now,
I have lost myself,
forgot the meaning of smile,
donno wat to do now,
donno watz goin on within me,
this cant be described,
silent tears are hurting me,
i wanna destroy myself,
even when i'm cumin out of this feel
doors are getting shut,
so i'm going back again,
I'm smiling to give happiness to someone
which i dont feel,
I feel like everyone rejected me,
Now pain is taking many forms in me,
itz filling my life with sorrow,
itz making me feel the worst way .. !!